Friday, November 21, 2025

Something for Nothing

Good Now 
   and Forever
Music reaches and
    awakens...
those words have lived 
within me
a lifetime
over

Thursday, November 20, 2025

Collectively

Collectively how can I explain this
I am here
What does this mean

Why can I explain
Where does this matter

Break it down enough
To know
That it's not this

Why is anyone here
How does any of this exist


Sphere of Influence

Where are you
At this very moment
Inside your mind

Do I know
Who you are
Why would I care

If you where there
I know who
You are

Wednesday, October 03, 2012

How Can I Explain This?

How Can I Explain This?

I cannot. Everything exists
in a state of random flux.

I am here. And I am Not here.

I am not. I am that, which is unstated.
I am. I cannot be.

If this is eternity, then we must ask
where is here?

I can say nothing other than this.

This moment. This reason to be.
I am here. I am this moment.

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Three Blind Mice

Mark E Merrill on 5/27/98 with fellow conspirators moments before he spills the party platter face down on the opium colored shag carpet which was later excavated and distilled by the fleeing occupants...

Monday, May 07, 2012

I've been here before
Somewhere between nature
And wanton nothingness
What does it mean if I just sit here?
I am far from nothing yet I disengage
For a moment and everything
Is as clear as my eyes gauge it to be
Here is nature and beneath this
The dull ache of the void
It all comes back as it is lost again
Not until I stand up and walk away
Will I gain insight and appreciation
For what I didn't recognize

Monday, April 30, 2012

BACK IN THE USSR

Brian Raine & Mark E Merrill reunited after years of contention remembering the Great Spirit even as it moves through the passing of their FATHER who ART in heaven. Psalm 57:1-11

Thursday, December 08, 2011



youtube footage of several speakers at Lincoln Center. I'm the third speaker in [2:41].