How Can I Explain This?

How Can I Explain This?

I cannot. Everything exists
in a state of random flux.

I am here. And I am Not here.

I am not. I am that, which is unstated.
I am. I cannot be.

If this is eternity, then we must ask
where is here?

I can say nothing other than this.

This moment. This reason to be.
I am here. I am this moment.

image in pictures moving..

Fire Island 2012

Three Blind Mice

Mark E Merrill on 5/27/98 with fellow conspirators moments before he spills the party platter face down on the opium colored shag carpet which was later excavated and distilled by the fleeing occupants...

I've been here before
Somewhere between nature
And wanton nothingness
What does it mean if I just sit here?
I am far from nothing yet I disengage
For a moment and everything
Is as clear as my eyes gauge it to be
Here is nature and beneath this
The dull ache of the void
It all comes back as it is lost again
Not until I stand up and walk away
Will I gain insight and appreciation
For what I didn't recognize

BACK IN THE USSR

Brian Raine & Mark E Merrill reunited after years of contention remembering the Great Spirit even as it moves through the passing of their FATHER who ART in heaven. Psalm 57:1-11

if i dream

DL