extracting exact distraction

wht=
ths

what is
this

why
is
this

why
ASK?

why know?

who knows?

so, besides these random
questions what else?

where to begin?

augh, you see, that's

the issue it seems, as it seems

i've already done

such.

o.k. for example, today - what the swtfuk was that all about?

like every day or most other days,

and you know,

that could be it.



something that isn't like something else.

a time that isn't like

all the rest,

the mindless labor

or concerns that seem to use up a day,

hanging on hold

on a phone tree

useless time.



it is

when you don't know.

when the expereince isn't

familiar. what happens then?

what is the mind doing then?

is it asking questions?

is it reacting, is it acting?

does it want

what it knows?


yes

no?


so today, what was that all about.

i can't say.

so i am bound to repeat it

one way or another

and

some i must

some i want to

others i wish i could just let go.



mem